The defining chambers

Oh vow to the truth, Vow to the silent ache of our souls. Thy heart depends on thy chambers… The chambers you never seek to understand. Those chambers have specific strings inside, Strings inches deep that attach thy heart. They are made of countless coils of hope and faith. Tho’ they breakdown bit by bit…

The Hellish Bullets

I lose sight of everything I have, My gun, My grenade, My bottle of water, Everything. I have a hole in my uniform and I am breathing heavily and deeply to make up for my lost lung, I’m collapsed on the dusty, bloodied mud and I camouflage with the blown up tree, Oh how I…

The intangible reason…

It saddens me that we lost hope of the things we should never feel hopeless of, Is it normal to be this faithful in Life but to feel so lost inside. Why is it that I always write about what’s wrong… Oh the memories of these days will soon to be all gone. I hope…

Once I became 17…

Oh how I envy the flying birds,They lay at night, and spread their wings eagerly by morning. I sit here with my English Breakfast tea, And wonder about this heavenly world that I see. Where no one wants to flee. I smile as the wind goes through my hair and I suddenly feel like I…

A brief history of being okay…

I wake up, not wanting to get up.I look to my window where my favorite quote is written… ” The most wasted days are those without laughter” I smile back at it, but I’m too weak to hold that smile. We all know that we’re made for good, believe me i always make people feel…

The shattering heart box…

Failure, A word no one wants to hear. I stay strong and smile all day like there’s nothing wrong. What is the problem? Me? Fate? I’m always on the edge of crying, It feels like I’m dying. The day darkens, and you start to wonder… Did I do something wrong? Was it me? Or is…

The dreadful inner voice

I lay here, with a whole lot of fear.It’s past midnight, yet I feel so awake. I’m staring at the neon butterflies on my wall, Unable to dream, believe me growing up is no heck of a gleam. We are asked to know who we are before we graduate, yet I’m always changing. How do…

Wondrous myths.

It’s been so long since I’ve wrote,Now I just can’t remember my favorite quote. “Live like it’s your last day” they say,  Oh what a play… People tell you that life is a bliss and a wondrous gift, but no one ever tells you the truth. They don’t tell you that you’re gonna get beat…

Judgy fools…

The early hours of hot coffee and almond croissants.Make you wanna wake up every morning with a smirk. The long lasting breaths we take, sitting with a book by a lake. Looking up and smiling at the heavenly smell of fresh air, oh how much we care. Following the circling maneuvers of the numerous birds,…

Hold on pain ends

The silent eco of one’s hope,When you are no longer able to cope. Seeing the beauty of the world, Yet knowing who petrifying and ugly it is. Trying to live by the rules, we are all just pitiful fools. Smiling blissfully and openly, Hoping that the day would be memorable. Trying to find love, and…

The way to go…

The world gets shades darker and the heart sinks to the floor, I can’t even crawl.The echo of my family’s priceless moments, the adorable memories that I will forever hold in my raging regretful heart. When one surly knows that he caused the death of his family. The ache. The sorrow. The misery. How can…

You’re only human.

The day gets darker as the demons claw you into the depth of their hatred. Be your own arrow of hope that clears a hole in the dark to arise the missing hope that is lost. Never shatter or ignite for anyone. Haters have heartless souls and devour your kindness because they know they can’t be…